tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-79250916450094653322024-03-08T05:03:08.768-08:00Little SecretsKaty Ohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01643086178628836378noreply@blogger.comBlogger10125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7925091645009465332.post-43767672208121163202016-09-24T17:37:00.003-07:002016-09-24T17:37:51.228-07:00Kung Sinabi MoKung sinabi mo lang na iyon na ang huli<br />
Sana ay mas hinigpitan ko pa ang aking kapit<br />
Bisig mo'y hindi na pinakawalan<br />
Mukha mo'y mas matagal pang tititigan<br />
Kung sinabi mo lang na gusto mo nang umalis<br />
Sana ay ginawa ko lahat ng iyong nais<br />
Walang paki kung hindi ko alam<br />
Ang mahalaga ay mas nanaisin mong manatili<br />
Kung sinabi mo lang na lalayo ka na<br />
Sana ay naihanda na ang aking sarili<br />
Sa pagtakbo ng malayo hindi para humabol<br />
Kundi para mauna nang lumayo<br />
Kung sinabi mo lang na aalis ka<br />
Sana ay napaghandaan ko ang iyong paalam<br />
Iguguhit ang iyong mukha sa papel<br />
Para hindi malimutan<br />
Kung sinabi mo lang na nais mong maging malaya<br />
Sana ay naibigay ko sayo ang hinahangad mo<br />
Hindi ko naman ipipilit sayo ang sarili<br />
Ayokong mahirapan ka<br />
Kung sinabi mo lang na gusto mo siya<br />
Sana ay naunawan kita agad<br />
Mas naintidihan ko ang iyong asal<br />
Handa akong ibigay ka sa kanya<br />
Kung sinabi mo lang na wala lang sayo ang lahat<br />
Sana ay hindi na ako naniwala<br />
Hindi na sana ako umasa<br />
Hindi na sana ako nangarap ng bukas<br />
Kung sinabi mo lang na hindi mo ako minahal<br />
Sana ay hindi binigay sayo ang aking puso<br />
Hindi na sana ito nadurog.<br />
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-Katy O.Katy Ohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01643086178628836378noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7925091645009465332.post-35523223252601804522016-07-22T07:09:00.001-07:002016-07-22T07:09:24.836-07:00Sa Katahimikan Natagpuan ang Paalam<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;">
Hindi ko alam kung saan uumpisahan</div>
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Ang Paalam na nag-wakas</div>
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Sa dulo ba kung saan nawala ang lahat?</div>
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O sa umpisa kung saan natagpuan ang ikaw?</div>
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Marahil ay dapat sa panahong ang ingay mo </div>
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Ang siyang bumabalot sa paligid ko</div>
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Ngunit paano kung hanggang ngayon</div>
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Ay ito pa rin ang naririnig ko</div>
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Hindi. Mali. Imahinasyon lang ang lahat</div>
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Dahil ang tanging natirang tunog ay galing sa kawalan</div>
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Sa paligid kung saan dati ay nanatili ka</div>
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Sa espasyo kung saan ikaw ay nawala</div>
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Pero ang totoo ay pinili nating huwag magsalita</div>
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Mas pinili nating huwag magkibuan</div>
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Na tila ba ay naiintindihan ang bawat galaw</div>
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Kahit ni isang letra ay walang naibigkas</div>
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Naalala ko noong isang beses akong pumunta sa inyo</div>
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Pinigilan mo akong hugasan ang pinggan sa lababo</div>
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Kasi sabi mo ayon sa kasabihan ay maaaring hindi na ako makabalik pa</div>
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Kaya’t hinyaan at pinagmasdan na lamang kita</div>
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(hinugasan ko ang tasang pinaginuman mo ng kape</div>
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Hindi mo ako pinigilan)</div>
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Hindi ako bulag para hindi mapansin</div>
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Na sa tuwing ako’y lalapit ika’y umaalis</div>
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Na para bang may boltahe sa aking mga palad</div>
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Na makukuryente ka kapag aking mahawakan</div>
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Noong nakita kong napapagod ka na</div>
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Isinandal ko ang ulo mo sa aking balikat</div>
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Pero ikaw ay bumangon at tumakbo</div>
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Na parang natusok ng libu-libong karayom</div>
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Kaya’t heto ako, isinara ang bibig</div>
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Pilit ibinabaling sa paligid ang tingin</div>
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Isang talata sa libro, sampung beses ng binabasa</div>
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Hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa rin maunawaan</div>
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At tulad din ng lahat ng paglalakbay</div>
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Sa dulo rin tayo maghihiwalay</div>
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Hindi ko malilimutan ang iyong mga tingin</div>
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Kaway at ngiti lamang ang aking naisukli</div>
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Kaparehas ng pagindak at pagsayaw</div>
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Alam nating ang kanta ay patapos na</div>
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Pinili mong lumisan ng walang pasabi</div>
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Pinili kong tumahimik at hindi mangulit</div>
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Ngayon katahimakan ang kumain sa paligid</div>
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Ang tinig mo’y hindi na narinig</div>
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Hindi ko kukwestyunin ang iyong pagalis</div>
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Hindi ko hihintayin ang iyong pagbalik</div>
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Sa katahimikan aking natagpuan ang iyong paalam</div>
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Pilit pinipigilan ang sarili na ikaw ay sigawan</div>
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Bubuksan ang iyong laman at isisiksik ang aking katawan</div>
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Pero hindi. Tama na. hanggang dito na lang. </div>
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At tutal mas pinili narin natin ang katahimikan</div>
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Sana ay sa katahimikan natin matagpuan ang tunay na kaligayahan</div>
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-Katy O.</div>
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Katy Ohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01643086178628836378noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7925091645009465332.post-677094604060718342016-07-18T07:37:00.003-07:002016-07-18T07:37:53.606-07:00Noon at NgayonBakit ngayon lang<br />
Bakit kung kailan hindi ko na kayang maniwala<br />
Bakit kung kailan hindi ko na kayang magtiwala<br />
<br />
Bakit ngayon pa<br />
Bakit kung kailan nasanay na akong masaktan<br />
Bakit kung kailan natutunan ko ng lumigaya<br />
<br />
Bakit hindi noon<br />
Noong ang salita mo ang nagpapaikot sa aking mundo<br />
Noong hawak ng iyong mga mata ang aking pagkato<br />
<br />
Bakit hindi dati<br />
Dating mabubuo na ang araw masulyapan lang ang iyong ngiti<br />
Dating kahit masakit din ay kahit papaano ay kayang kong sabihing 'okay lang, mahal naman kita.'<br />
<br />
-Katy O.<br />
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Katy Ohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01643086178628836378noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7925091645009465332.post-68806453946808490502016-07-05T03:44:00.001-07:002016-07-05T03:44:34.415-07:00Bibitawan Na Kita<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;">
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Patawad sinta.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Patawad dahil ngayon ay susuko na ako.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Patawad dahil ititigil ko na ang aking kahibangan. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Akala ko ay kakayanin kong magtiis. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Akala ko ay malalagpasan ko rin lahat ng sakit.</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;">
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Pero ang hirap pala kapag ako lang ang nagmamahal.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Ang hirap dahil ako rin lang ang nasasaktan.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Kaya gagawin ko lang ang dapat.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Hahanapin ko ang lunas</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Bibitawan na kita.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Oo, natatandaan kong ilang ulit mo nang sinabing huwag akong umasa.</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;">
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Subalit paano ko mapipigilan kung sa tuwing gabi boses mo ang aking
naririnig?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Paano ko pahihintuin ang damdamin ko kung ang mga yapos at hagkan mo
ang parati kong nadarama?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Hindi ko alam kung malinaw ba sayo ang lahat. Pero sa akin, malinaw.</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;">
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"> Naiintindihan ko naman an gating
magulong sitwasyon. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Alam kong walang patutunguhan to.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Pero eto ako si tanga, nagbabakasakaling bukas, pagmulat ng iyong mga
mata, maramdaman mong ako dapat ang laman ng puso mo.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Tangina. Nakakatawa rin palang umasa. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Kaya sinta, patawarin mo ako.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Dahil kahit gustong gusto ko pang kumapit.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Bibitawan na kita.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">-Katy
O.</span></div>
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Katy Ohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01643086178628836378noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7925091645009465332.post-26166320867525462612016-06-26T01:33:00.001-07:002016-06-26T01:33:21.624-07:00Isusulat Kita<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;">
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Isusulat kita</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">At gagamit ako ng isang libong salita</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;">
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Haggang sa maubos ko lahat ng maaaring maihalintulad sayo.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;">
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Isusulat kita</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;">
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">At gagamit ako ng salitang hindi ko maintindihan</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;">
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Tulad ng hirap ko sa paguunawa sa iyo.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Isusulat kita</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">At maaari bang isulat mo din ako</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Para sa wakas ay malaman ko ang silbi ko sayo.</span></div>
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-Katy O.</div>
Katy Ohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01643086178628836378noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7925091645009465332.post-21257420149866733212016-06-16T06:55:00.000-07:002016-06-16T06:56:29.092-07:00Someday<h3 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-weight: normal;"><i><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Someday,</span></i></span></h3>
<h3 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-weight: normal;"><i><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I will learn to ignore your calls</span></i></span></h3>
<h3 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-weight: normal;"><i><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">even though I’d love to hear your voice.</span></i></span></h3>
<h3 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-weight: normal;"><i><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Someday,</span></i></span></h3>
<h3 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-weight: normal;"><i><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I will learn to forget your eyes</span></i></span></h3>
<h3 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-weight: normal;"><i><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">even though the universe is in that site.</span></i></span></h3>
<h3 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-weight: normal;"><i><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Someday,</span></i></span></h3>
<h3 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-weight: normal;"><i><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I will learn to forget the touch of your lips</span></i></span></h3>
<h3 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-weight: normal;"><i><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">even though it marks each time we kiss.</span></i></span></h3>
<h3 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-weight: normal;"><i><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Someday,</span></i></span></h3>
<h3 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-weight: normal;"><i><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I will learn to unlove you</span></i></span></h3>
<h3 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-weight: normal;"><i><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">even though I still don’t know how to. </span></i></span></h3>
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<span style="font-weight: normal;"><i><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><br /></span></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-weight: normal;"><i><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">-Katy O</span></i></span></div>
Katy Ohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01643086178628836378noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7925091645009465332.post-12304770276613662402016-05-30T22:29:00.003-07:002016-05-30T22:29:57.993-07:00Liham ng Isang Tanga<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Noong una kong hinain sa’yo ang aking buong pagkataong puno
ng alinlangan, ngiti at tawa lamang ang iyong nakita. Noong iladlad ko sa’yo
ang aking kahinaan, pagpikit lamang ang iyong ginawa. Siguro ay nababalot na
ako ng napakaraming telang pinagpatong-patong kaya’t hindi mo ako makita. Hindi
mo makita ang totoong ako. Hindi mo makita ang nararamdaman ko. Hindi mo
magawang makita lahat ng pagsisikap na ginagawa ko para lang makalimutan mo
siya.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Oo, ako si tanga, na pumayag na ibigay sa’yo ang buong-buong
ako kahit alam kong hindi mo maibibigay sa akin ang buong-buong ikaw. Hindi mo
magawa dahil ang malaki mong parte ay hawak parin ng iba. Ang parteng kahit yun
lang ay sapat na para sa akin pero hawak parin niya. Ang parteng maaari ng
bumuhay sa akin pero hindi mo magawang kunin sa kanya dahil kahit ayaw mong
aminin alam kong mahal mo parin siya. Mahal mo parin kaya’t hanggang ngayon
umaasa ka na baka may pagasa pa.</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Kaya ako na naman itong si tangang umaasa na sa bawat haplos
ko’y malilimutan mo ang mga sandaling ang kanyang palad ay humahagod sa iyong
balat. Umaasa ako na sana sapat na aking mga yakap, na hindi mo na hahangarin
ang mga yapos ng iba. Sa tuwing nararamdaman ko ang mainit mong katawan, iniisip
kong sana ay para sa akin ka lamang nag-iinit dahil hindi ko naiisin ang iba
pang temperatura. Dahil ayoko ng lamig. Dahil ayoko ng panlalamig. Dahil ayoko
ng panlalamig mula sa’yo. Dahil ayokong mapawi ang naglalagablab kong damdamin.
Dahil ayokong maging sin-tigas at sin-lamig ng yelo ang aking puso na maaaring
matunaw at tuluyang mawalan ng saysay.</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;">
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Maunawaan mo sana na ang hinahangad ko ngayon ay maglaho
lahat ng lungkot at pighati na nararamdaman mo. Kapit at yakap ay aking
hinihigpitan upang maramdaman mo, upang marinig mo, upang sa unang pagkakataon
ay masilayan mo ang puso kong nagdurugo. Nadudurog. Wasak. Pero ayos lang.
Masokista ako. Okay lang na pauli-ulit akong masaktan. Okay lang na sa tuwing
sasapit ang gabi, luha ko ay kusang kumakawala sa aking mga mata dahil alam
kong siya ang iniisip mo bago ka pumikit. Ayos lang. Okay lang. Okay lang. Ayos
lang. Wag ka lang masaktan. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Pero bigo ako sa tangi kong misyon dahil hindi ko maibibigay
sayo ang ligaya mo. Dahil hindi ko kayang ibigay sayo. Dahil hindi ko gustong
ibigay sayo. Siguro ay madamot ako. Siguro ay makasarili ako. Pero paano ko
ihahandog sayo ang kaligayahan mo kung ang kahulugan nito ay ang pagkalaho ko
sa buhay mo? Ang kahulugan nito ay ang pagbabalik niya sa tronong akala ko ay
naangkin ko na. Tronong aking inalagaan dahil wala na akong nanaisin pang ibang
lugar kung hindi sa tabi mo. </span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Kaya nandito na naman ako at magpapaka-tanga.
Susubukan lahat ng paraan. Sisikaping mapasaakin ang kanyang pagmamay-ari.
Hindi ko alam kung gaano katagal. Hindi ko alam kung hanggang saan aabot. Hindi
ko alam kung posible pa ba. Pero mahal, bukas sa pagmulat ng iyong mga mata, sana
ako naman ang pumasok sa isipan mo.</span></span></div>
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Katy Ohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01643086178628836378noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7925091645009465332.post-49247073413950398672016-05-25T03:28:00.004-07:002016-05-25T07:10:43.677-07:00To the Person I Hypothetically Left<h4 style="text-align: left;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">To the person I hypothetically left:</span></h4>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br />I don’t know if ‘leaving you’ is the correct phrase to
describe what I did, but what I am sure about is that it is the best thing I
might have done. If blocking you on facebook, twitter, instagram, and viber is
considered a ‘break-up’, then so be it. But oh boy! It was never easy.<br /> <br />You have no idea how much I wanted to click that little
unblock button. You have no idea how much I still visit your pages through a
different account. You have no idea how often I think of you when my phone
vibrates even though your number is already on the automatic reject list.</span></h4>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">We might have not seen each other yet, and we might never
be, but just to give you a little glimpse of my mind, I am still hoping that
someday I can have a peek of your surface. And yes, I would still love to see
your soul but in this current situation, it is a mission impossible. Your facade
is enough, for now.</span></h4>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"> <br />Up until now, I still look at your pictures, and admire the
wrinkles around your eyes. No, you’re not old but I craved to know the story
behind those folds. I wonder if happy thoughts have caused it or not. If it is
caused by happy thoughts, what or who could be the reason? And if it is not,
then let me know because I could slay dragons for you if you would let me, if
you would let me in your world, if you would let me see you underneath those
layers.<br /> <br />But in the end, we knew what we were. You made your
expectations clear from the beginning, and I agreed to that half-heartedly.
Please understand that I am leaving you not because of what you cannot give me,
but because of what I cannot give you. I cannot give you myself without also
handing you my heart. It is package, an all or nothing deal, and I know that my
heart has no place in you. I’ve been through that shady road before. Past ‘relationships’
gave me trauma and paranoia. I don’t want to be devastated again, so parting
ways with you might have been the best decision. It is a decision that shatters
my optimistic hopes and dreams of us together, but also a decision that will save me.</span></h4>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">So this is my goodbye, the goodbye I never said. I hope
someday I could see the universe in your eyes, but for now, goodbye.<br /><o:p> </o:p></span></h4>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>-Katy O.</i> </span></div>
Katy Ohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01643086178628836378noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7925091645009465332.post-85425003782404857792015-11-28T16:41:00.001-08:002015-11-28T16:42:23.976-08:00Dearest Love<div style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Dearest Love,<br />Sorry for being a spoiled brat bitch who only thinks of her own sake<br />Believe it or not, I care for you<br />I care for you so much I can’t think of a way to make you feel it<br /></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Dearest Love,<br />Sorry for being irrational and immature almost all the time<br />I keep pushing you away but please understand that I never want you to
go<br /></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Dearest Love,<br />Please have a little more patience<br />Forgive my stubbornness<br />Don’t let go of my hands<br /></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Dearest Love,<br />Wrap me around your fingers, clip my wings<br />I don’t mind losing my freedom<br />All I want is to feel your warmth<br />Keeping my body from the severe coldness outside<br /></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Dearest Love,<br />I love you<br />I love you so much but words couldn’t come out of my mouth<br />I tried very hard to tell you but I am afraid of what might happen next<br /></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Dearest Love,<br />Perhaps our chapter needs to end here<br /></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Dearest Love,<br />Until we meet again.</span></div>
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- Katy O.</div>
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Katy Ohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01643086178628836378noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7925091645009465332.post-33889020930072432442015-10-30T18:48:00.003-07:002015-11-28T16:30:33.943-08:00Hide and Seek<div class="MsoNormal">
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you wanna play hide and seek?” The woman with big brown eyes asked her
daughter, and the little girl answered yes enthusiastically and with a slight
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“Am I gonna hide or
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“You hide!” Shouted the
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So the little girl
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“1…2…3”<o:p></o:p></div>
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The little girl could
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“4…5…6”<o:p></o:p></div>
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The footsteps are now
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“7…8…9”<o:p></o:p></div>
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There was a click on
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“10! Mommy! Am gonna
find you!” The little girl’s voice echoed into the empty living room. <span style="text-indent: 0.5in;">The
little girl ran to the dining room. She crawled under the table hoping to find
her mommy hiding there but to her disappointment, she only saw pieces of
clutter underneath. As she was heading to the pantry, she heard a car’s engine
ignites.</span><span style="text-indent: 0.5in;"> </span></div>
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The
little girl went to the window near the entrance door, and there she saw the
car, in which her mommy is driving, pulls away from the driveway. The little
girl stood by the window, unable to move. She watched the car until it was out
of her sight. <o:p></o:p></div>
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That
was the last time the little girl saw the woman with big brown eyes. <o:p></o:p></div>
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<i> -Katy
O.</i><o:p></o:p></div>
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